选择了我.......^^v

在冷战的时间，我外表很坚强，好像没有事那样，但都只是外表...因为真正的痛是不可能表现出来的...我还是像之前一样去上班，我知道你为了我，而把你原本在the store的工作给辞了...然后来kp陪我一起工作...我很感动你对我做过的牺牲.....虽然你平时在外面对我的态度不像是情侣,因为我知道你是爱玩，爱和我开玩笑..我也不怪你，只要你对我好，关心我，爱我，我就足够了....

从那天吵架开始，我每晚都会睡不好，

吃不好，做不好....

也许你在我心目中已经是不可缺少的......没有了你，我的生活就没有了色彩....

我记得前天我问了你几个问题，

你爱我吗？

>>>>我爱...

你要我吗？

>>>>我要你...

我是你的谁？

>>>>你是我的baby...

你忘了我这个人，好吗？

>>>>我不会忘记你的baby,我爱你...不管你做什么，我都会陪着你...我爱你...

很感动吗？我觉得我很感动，一直流泪....我好不舍得你离开我...

到最后，你还是选择再回一起....

今天我做早班，回家后冲凉就去找你....

你叫我打包去你店吃..我就打包了，也包了水给你...

好久没看到你认真做工的样子了，觉得认真地男人最帅...hahaaa...

然后我在吃时，你来打扰我..一直弄我，然后就突然亲了我一下...哈哈...

好可爱的bb...然后你继续做工...

晚上放工时，我们一起回，因为爸妈不在家，所以我去你家陪你先...

到了你家，看你房间的床又换位子了..

让我想起那天我去你家过夜也是这样摆的...hahaha....

过后我问你，你爱我吗，bb？

你说我爱你啊baby...很爱你...哈哈...听了很开心，很浪漫的感觉...

然后你就在做你的电脑..我就在一边玩你的电话和看你做...

我还时不时去打扰你，你不但没生气...反而还让我继续打扰你...

然后我不玩，我就抱着bb向你撒娇...嘻嘻....

到了11pm++我才回家...

baby很开心啊bb.....baby爱你爱你爱你....

muakssss....muakss....

吵架？冷战？没机会？死心？灰心？分手？

我们就这样没了吗？

我今天忍了一天的眼泪，终于在我无法忍耐的情况下，流了下来....为什么我们会变成这样？为什么分手这些事会出现在我们的感情里？很多很多问题想要问你...我们怎么了？

我和朋友去吃，吃了以后去玩snooker,你懂的啊....而且我的裤也没有裤袋，电话就放在婷包包里...我怎样知道你打给我...哪里又那么吵....我知道你打很多次给我，对不起....我不是故意的...但你需要到了那边当场在你那么多朋友面前骂我吗？我是谁？我是你女友耶...不是你的狗啊...我妈妈都没有那样骂我....我真的很心痛...比，你伤了我....

为什么你错了，但你不tam回我？

我做错了吗？

我心真得好痛好痛....

我以为我已经忘记哭，心痛是什么了，为什么偏偏又让我要体验多一次？

你还爱我吗？

一直好想问你这句话，却又怕，听到你真实的回答...

你还爱我吗？

这是我唯一的牵挂，不管你会有什么回答，我会一直等你，你爱我吗？

我搞不懂我们到底怎么了？

诚实的背后是否住着伤口...

我想不透我们的爱怎么了？

雨下过以后是否能让什么复活....

明明从前，连争执都很甜美，现在怎会说句话，就弄痛一边......

我可以抱你吗宝贝？

开心--幸福--甜蜜``

新年初一到现在已经是要接近尾声了。。

有很多开心的事情发生在新年里。。真令人无法忘记。。

初一到初五都一直回去外婆家，赌博-聊天-吃-玩。。

和所有亲戚在一起的感觉很爽，很温馨。。

最开心当然是能赢到他们的钱啦。。哈哈。。。爽死了``

到了初六我才去找我的宝贝。。和他一起出去吃，拜年，逛街。。

和他一起很幸福。。嘻嘻``

然后到了初九时，起床已经是下午2pm了。。

因为前一天拜天公拜到一点，然后就和家人赌博。。

哈哈。。赢了他们百多块。。

然后和姐妹们出去拜年。。

当天我朋友驾一辆，我驾一辆。。

他们先是来我家拜年，

然后就一起出去。。我们就中路六支找朋友..

我第一次驾去那么远的地方。。

我朋友驾车又那么快，我就顺顺驾。。哈哈。。

还记得在红青灯时，我朋友停的距离和前面那辆车

只差一个手掌那么大的距离，把那个马来婆吓到以为她的车被撞。。

那时我们都在笑他们。。

过后我们就从中路六支驾到卫星市。。那时婷驾车。。

她的车艺真是吓死人。。差点把人家设在地上的plastic枝撞倒。。

还不用紧，还差点撞到隔壁的车。。

我们过后骂她。。叫她驾慢点。。。``

我们晚上就去bukit tinggi喝茶。。我载了五个人，后面4个，前面1个。。

然后刚好遇到警察在路旁。他们说警察叫我停车，可是

我没有看到，所以直接走。。哈哈。。过后警察跟来，找不到我们的车了。。

哈哈。。刺激刺激~~

就这样我们从下午3pm到晚上11pm多才回家。。

累死了~~

可是很有价值，因为和姐妹们出去，很开心。。

有说有笑``像傻婆一样。。哈哈。。

咦~~忘记说我宝贝。哈哈。。他也是跟着我一起出去癫``

真开心``我爱你啊,bb``

爱你哦，bb``

muaksss.. ^^v

Im back to my blog....

[working time``]

[Qi & me]

[forever fren``]

Start from february, i work for 1 week at carrefour.. erm.. is quiet good but also no good.. no good is so boring, no customer.. good is can v a siao po work together.... hahaa..

Now, i start back my home life edi``` wooo...... I'll less blogging too, coz ntg 2 write a.. haha.a...

WISH U ALL
``HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR``

29.1.2010-- training, new nail polish, hang out v siao po..

Wed tat day i go for my training of BIZZY BODY.. 1st i haven reach ther, im so afraid bout tat place coz my 1st time.. but after my training i feel tat the place is great.. haha.. =) Thn my in-charge catherine ho, bring us go eat at the kopitiam, thn she say wanna go sunway, so me n my fren go sunway ther to paint our nail.. haha.. Juz only rm35.. haha.. coz long time din hang out v my dis fren--yinqi so we 2 so chap.. keep on talk on morning til nite.. haha.. after tat my cousin sis only fetch us back klang...

[me]

[my fren *new nail*]

[mine *new nail*]

[waiting my nail dry]

[talking hp v bb]

Going out soon v my bb.. haha
*Love u my darling..*
^^v

25.1.2010

[bb de *new hair style*]

[act cute]

[nice rite?]

[oopss.. something has coming out]

Dis is ytd at bb hse take de pic.. hahaa.. coz we juz back from kp n setia alam.. We so lebih wan, 1st 1st we say wanna eat chicken rice, thn i drive n we go setia alam eat.. reach the shop d, thn we saw kfc, we move 2 kfc.. so lebih, meru got kfc don 1 eat, go eat setia alam de.. hahaa.. song neh.. 4 ppl eat rm70++.. hahaaa..

爱你啊，bb!

21.1.2010--- Hapi 9th month!!

今天是我和你在一起的第九个月。感觉蛮好的，也很开心，因为我拥有了你这个宝贝。。虽然我们每次吵吵闹闹的，但最后也会互相认错合好。。我希望每个21st都有你陪伴着我走过每一天，每个时光。。爱你哦！

[ 吻你````]

From the day tat baby noe u, don noe why, baby juz wan hold ur hand.. I love u not bcoz of u handsome, is bcoz lik together with bb de feeling.. If bb willing, i will hold bb hand and accompany bb walk til the end of my life..

I wan de thing not much..
A cup of water,
a slice of bread,
n a word i love u..
If over a bit, baby hope the water is bb pour de,
the bread is bb cut de,
the word "I LOVE U" is bb say de...

If the 1st meet bb is a WRONG, then together v bb is WRONG+WRONG,
if love bb is MORE WRONG,
thn i hope n willing continue WRONG FOREVER!

This three msg is baby send for bb de.. bb still remember?? ^^

To: My Cao lou gong

Baby noe u work will tired n hard.. Baby understand bb feeling.. But baby hope sometime bb can noe baby feel too.. Baby not say i din wrong n bb wrong all, is baby wan talk clearly v bb.. Baby noe u everyday will check my hp.. Some of my fren will msg for chat or ask something, but bb will jealous.. I noe dis is normal feeling.. But baby really ntg v them, we r juz fren!!! hope bb don so sensitive.. Baby juz love u once only.. ok..? muakss`` Today is we together 9th month.. Hope bb can hapi owas n good luck in ur work.. BABY IS OWAS SUPPORT U!! love u bb..

15.1.2010--- 1st time i drive out..

Ytd is my 1st time tat drive out my mum's car.. woohoo!! 1st i told her tat i wanna drive out, i though she wont let, but at the end, she say drive carefully n faster back.. hahaaa.. so surprise..!! coz of 1st time, so i cal my bb come my hse n acc me drive out.. He drive his dad motor n follow behind my car.. thn finally reach his hse.. hahaaaa... thn i fetch bb n his bro go pasar malam walk walk.. the feeling was so good... wahhahaaa..xD.. Bout 10pm mum cal me back, thn i drive back myself.. with a safe n without having any accident.. hahaaa... Tat's great!!!! =)

To: My cao lou gong

I love u a bb.. thx for bb ytd follow baby car, i noe bb worry baby.. but baby also worry u coz u drive so big de motor!! hahaaa.. anyway, 1st time i drive out n fetch bb, dis is wat baby promise u rite..? xixi.. Thx ya bb.. love u!! muaksss..

爱你啊，bb!

^^v

12.1.2010---Recover d...

Last few day din post coz hav a bit lazy n busy.. xixi^^ Dis sunday is my cousin sis wedding.. so bro don noe wan wear wat, thn cal me acc him go buy shirt.. Wah.. he go sub buy 1 shirt rm130++ thn go levis buy a jeans rm230++.. so so expensive la... And ytd i also sick, bb come acc me go shopping.. tonite also acc me go buy high heel.. xixi..=)


To: My cao lou gong

bb a, baby noe u reach home edi.. Don forget ltr acc baby go kp buy high heel k? bb nw go rest awhile sleep 1st, ltr nite if baby can put car thn only go fetch bb.. muakss.. wait baby ya..=)

爱你啊，bb!

^^v

9.1.2010--- Moody de me!!

Now is midnite 2am++... I haven sleep yet.. coz argue v my bb.. don noe why we everyday must argue once.. Nw i noe tat is my problem...! Soli bb.. haiz.. My heart feel so down, n i don noe wan how only can make us don argue again.. I try to control myself but i feel its no work at all.. I hope bb can forgiv wat im do..

To: My cao lou gong

bb, soli for i talk loud v u.. I noe u very tired n i owas wan u do those thing tat u dislik.. but baby promise u, baby will try to change to the baby tat u want.. Baby juz wan bb can every lunch time sms baby, thn nite come find baby n eat v baby only.. Dis is wat i want.. If bb feel tired, bb can tel baby, baby wont force u.. ok?? Anyway baby will remember wat bb say.. I miss u!!

爱你啊宝贝！

^^v

8.1.2010-----BabY

Today morning when i sleep til so sweet, a smell let me wake from my sweet dream... omg~~ is the ppl painting wall at my parents room... fxxx... damn smelly.. Even tat i cant breath the whole day.. Im so sleepy coz is juz 11am++ only, aiyoo~~~ I try 2 take my bear bear cover my nose den continue sleep.. BUT~~~~~~~~~~~~~really cannot cover it, i giv up!!!!! So i wake up n hav my breakfast all... After tat i juz sit ther watch movie n hear the uncle talking his funny story.. hahaaa... funny har.. hrmmm.. Nw im waiting my bb finish work thn come find me.. So good!! the unlucky thing is i cant cal my bb, coz my hp barred d, need wait tonite only go pay my bill.. So pity, my other hp no money d, juz left rm0.30++ juz can sms n cant cal.. my bb hp also out of credit d, cant reload coz his wallet at me here..... =( nvm, juz can wait wait wait~~~~~~~~~~

爱你啊,bb!

^^v

Im back!!

Halo.. everyone.. im back.. so long din on my blog d.. nw im free so i will continue my blog everyday..

In 2010, i hope tat everything will be fine n good.. Important is bb love me very much... hahaaaaa..=) I haven find my job yet.. so shit.. but i will start after chinese new year.. xxi^^

my new pic

end my 1st story!
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To: My cao lou gong bb

Don noe why recently keep on argue v u.. Izzit my wrong or ur wrong or we juz misunderstand each other??? mayb we juz misunderstand each other.. I wan u noe tat, not baby keep on wan argue v u, baby don 1 argue v u de, is bb owas "kek" me, thn u don noe tat im angry so only we bcome lik dis.. Baby also noe sometimes will got a bit 任性, soli bb.. Baby trying to control myself d, hope tat bb also will control urself lo k? No wonder how baby also wont leave u de..

Love u bb..

=)